Dear Wonderful Friends,
Today is Friday, April 25, 2008.
This is Entry Number 42.
You are most likely asking yourself right now, Why isn't Charlotte in school? Well, the answer to that question is quite simple: dammit, I simply couldn't take it today. I've been pretty much deathly ill since Tuesday, and simply didn't have the strength to sit around that God-forsaken place for six hours today, listening to Max talk about how "gay" everybody is, and being forced to watch Charlotte Hanna groping Seth Riley every ten seconds. I think I would find that pretty much repulsive even if I weren't head-over-heals in love with the boy!
So while my mother drops the siblings off at SPA and picks me up something to eat, I'm just sitting here listening to the Beatles. I was listening to my all-time favorite Beatles song, and one of my favorite songs of all time, "Eleanor Rigby," a few minutes ago, but now the song has changed to "Across the Universe."
I received a tag from my good friend Meg this morning, saying that she noticed that we had very similar tastes in music, but that she wasn't all that into the White Stripes, a band my whole family pretty much worships. And I realized something: I talk about all this unpopular indie music, and everyone is probably wondering, What planet is this girl from? I mean, to anyone who is thinking that, you have a very good point: how many thirteen-year-old girls (or guys, really) do you know who listen to the Smashing Pumpkins? So I thought that maybe today I could explain where my freaky music taste comes from.
The reason I'm not into Soulja Boy and Rianna or whatever her name is that I have a very "punk-rock" background, as my friend Bobbie always says, even though it's not really punk-rock. For as long as I can remember, my father has been a musician for a living. He's been in this band since he was like nineteen or something, and he's thirty-five now, so do the math. And my mother also has a very musical background. So, as I put it to Meg, I pretty much grew up rocking out to Nirvana and Radiohead, and staying up until two in the morning going to bars and small "venues" where he and the band would play. Of course I couldn't go into the clubs and things, but Regan and I (her father played in the band temporarily) used to love to go into school on Monday and say that we were in a bar on Saturday night until one in the morning, rocking out with our rock-star dads. But the only thing that confuses me is, don't you have to be twenty-one to get into a bar? Or is that just to order alcohol? Because, to this day, I'm not quite sure how we get in these places without the bar-tender and stuff being like, "Hey, young ladys, aren't you two, like, nine?"
Okay, so we look older than nine, but I think thirteen is still too young to get into a bar. It's fun, though, (or used to be) when Max comes because he doesn't take any crap off of drunk waitresses who keep forgetting to refill our drinks (that is a refference to a true story, by the way, one for which I do not have time now) and other drunk dudes hitting on Re and me. It was was super funny this one time when this dude, he was like fifteen probably, came over and started totally hitting on Ryan who was there that night. It was hi-larious! We will never let him forget that.
But you should have seen this dude! He was adorable! Even homophobe Ryan was like, "I'm not even gay, and that dude was hot." Max just about fell out of his chair, and Ryan should have gotten an award or something for finally just sucking it up and admitting that you don't have to be a "fag," as Max would most certainly refer to this dude as, to just be able to say that, yes, they are the same sex as I am, but they are still pretty cute.

(You know, I think it's different for guys, though, because for girl to say another girl is pretty is nothing. But for them, for reason, to say that another guy is good-looking it's like a huge sin to just suck it up and say, "Yeah, that guy is hot. I'm not saying I'm in love with him, and I'm not even remotely attracted to him, but he is a good-looking guy." That's always been my thing.)
Anyway, that's why I'm so out of whack, and not into the typical hip-hop and rap that most people my age are. That's one of the reasons I find Seth Riley so fascinating: he's into all this great indie stuff, and doesn't listen to all this awful rap or this frightening "screamo" that most guys his age listen to. But you all know how amazing and wonderful I find him, so I won't get started on all this.

Hugs and take care!
Charlotte